Monday, November 29, 2004
Sad day for me ! Heartbroken !!!
Haiz .. Thought today will be as usual a normal 'monday blue' monday for mi .. But who knows , it turn out to me my very very sad day .. Usually every morning i'll sure have my breakfast , but today i just don't know why don't have the mood to eat .. During lunch time (1.45pm) .. I accompany my collegue , sam , (who is also my advisor) to IP (international plaza) to buy his toto (which he'll nv forget to buy) .. On our way there , Sam keep asking me to go buy some food to eat as i got gastric pain and if i still don't eat , it's get worse sooner or later .. So as to prevent , i decided to buy food .. After i bought it , i went back to my office and start eating .. While i was eating (1st mouth only) , i called boon hwee .. And guess what happen ? Is a girl who answer my call .. I got a big shock as never in my life he'll leave his phone to other people want .. I got so worked up that i question that girl .. Q: Where boon hwee , who's that on the line and are you his gf .. To my SURPRISE ! she reply .. 'boon is not here , he left his phone with me last night , i'm esther , i'm his gf and why' .. At that point of time , i felt HEARTBROKEN .. Cause last night boon said to me : 'YOU MY GF' .. But just over a night only , i got such a shocking news .. I was stunned and lost .. I called up his house as i wanna make things clear with him but he was not at home .. So i called back and asked that GIRL how long they together already , did she went over to her place and did she saw his parents anot .. Her reply was : we've been together for about 1week , yes , i did went over to his place and saw his parents too , why ?' I sort of saying lots of things to her but she was like so 'fake' (don't really sound like his gf) .. After i hang off the phone .. I TOTALLY BROKE DOWN , tears was rolling down my cheek , rolling and rolling .. I was really damn upset so i called judy up and invite her to join me for a drink after work .. *Cut the long long story* At 8.40pm i was with judy , alex , sharren and 2 of alex's friend at fisherman drinking .. But no one knows what happen to me as i put on a strong front to cover my sorrow .. Haiz .. ***What i wanna say is : i've really been hurt by boon hwee , there's no one can understand how much hurt i have in me***
Memories kept in Princess* ™ at 4:03 AM