Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Boring !!!
So boring .. Nowadays my life was like drinking drinking and drinking .. Everyday i would meet up with ah peng just to go drink .. Normally monday,tuesday,wednesday,thursday i would go MU with him till 3am if not we would meet up and go else where to drink .. friday,saturday i will work at MU and drink again (might as well i go work full time at MU better , somemore can earn more money and save my midnight cab) .. Can't imagine my life would be like this .. OH GOD PLEASE HELP ME !!! I'm so young yet i'm like a alcholic .. Friends keep asking me 'Serena , could you please change yourself and your stupid lifestyle .. why everytime go MU drink/chiong even when you not working there ?' and my reply is .. 'I'm bored but i also don't know why i'll go down' .. I got to work in the morning and every night around 11pm i'll be out there drinking .. *WHAT THE HELL IS THAT MAN* .. Sometimes i also wonder how can i survive without having enough sleep everyday as i got to work in the morning .. Average per night i can sleep up to is only that pathetic 3hours .. FUCK ! I'm gonna change back my lifestyle .. I wanna be a good good girl like what i'm in the past (at least never go out till late night then come back home) .. So that the guy that i LOVE will consider me , dote me and be with me .. *Loving someone that you really love is not easy* So i promise .. I really got to change ..
Memories kept in Princess* ™ at 2:37 AM