Sunday, April 30, 2006
It's a mess !
Been staying at home , not even going out since Friday after reached home from seeing doctor at elias mall .. Dear dear came to my place and look after me after his work but i just can't be bothered with it .. I slept throughout the whole night till the next day .. Lucky saturaday is my off day .. Think my manager , Felicia , had forgotten it's my off day cause she call me at 9plus in the morning .. Didn't answer the call as i was still half asleep at that time .. Finally when i woke up , i send her a message back telling her that i still unwell .. Actually planned with gary long long time ago to celebrate his birthday with him .. Due to me still feeling unwell , we had cancelled the plan .. He was a bit upset but no choice .. We really just don't have that fate even keep as a friend celebrating his birthday together .. Anyway time flies .. Every second every minute passes by so fast .. Recently keep having small little argument with my beloved dear dear .. Think it's my illness which caused us quarrel again and again .. Don't know why , whenever i in love with someone deeply .. I sure will to have quarrel with that person .. It hurts me alot too but i just cannot control .. It's like i've been under black spell by those witches like that .. I really don't know what to do when these happen .. Sometimes i just hope my love ones can just sweet talk a bit to me or at least understand me more a bit , but that doesn'e apply to dear dear .. Dear dear seems to be not understanding me enough .. i already tried my very best with him but i just can't succeed .. Why ? Can someone just tell me why ? I need an answer .. Whatever it is .. I just hope things will get better for both of us .. Lesser and lesser arguments for both of us as quarreling hurts ..
Memories kept in Princess* ™ at 5:27 AM
