Sunday, March 05, 2006
Year 2006 !
Hello , it've been such a long time that i last wrote in .. Today 04/03/2006 i woke up at 12 plus .. Chat with TERRY on msn and had some argument with him .. It's about him and a lady that i saw on thursday (02/03/2006) when we (my colleague , Derrick , Val , Emyline , WeiJie and Gary) went to Nancy's pub to celebrate my colleague , Derrick's birthday.. Supposed to be a happy day but don't know why from the moment i saw the lady kissing and hugging him that night i felt so upset / jealous .. Really upset and depressed .. The weirdo feeling is so hard to describe out .. Anyway after awhile of argument , he logged out .. Suddenly i felt that i'm so useless , I've been so selfish and i'm just living in my own world without knowing what is right or wrong for myself , what he said about me is right and i cried .. Tears rolling down .. No one was out there to comfort me , felt so lonely.. Starring at my monitor blankly for about 15 minutes later , he logged in and we chatted again .. LONG LONG STORY .. At 6pm , had my dinner in the living room alone cos parents when out shopping .. Got changed after dinner and went out at 9pm .. Went to desmond (Vincent's friend) ktv pub , boogy , at north bridge road .. Left at 11pm and went to MU .. Don't know why out of a sudden i felt that i'm so old , maybe it's because the crowd all youngsters .. Really not young anymore to go clubbing is what i told myself .. So i decided to go down Nancy's pub at least more relaxing some more can sing .. Got to lie to Eddie and ask him to go down with me as he dislike going to pub .. Reach there around 1am and stayed till 4am in the morning .. Actually planning to go babyface at one fullerton with Nancy and her staffs , but i felt so extra so in the end i went back home ..
Memories kept in Princess* ™ at 2:00 AM
