Monday, March 06, 2006
06/03/2006
Today is monday again .. Reach work place 5 minutes late for the first day of the week as i woke up late and got to do straightening for my hair before stepping out of my house door if not very ugly .. Due to last saturaday i'm off from work , so today i got lots of stuff to clear .. *angry* One whole morning doing packing list and calculating total pallets weight & volume for my THAILAND and TAIWAN shipment .. After lunch got to clear the whole NEW ZEALAND shipment which include pallet tag & case label , pick ship confirm , calculate total pallets weight & volume and my packling list again .. On top of doing that , i still got to print out MALAYSIA and PHILIPPINES add-on pick list for those picker to pick the goods .. Finally , i managed to finish all my stuffs at 1830 .. Happily , i quickly packed my things and left my office .. Took a cab down to tampines to meet TERRY to catch 1900 show , final destination 3 .. The show was very nice except that got some bloody scene out and make me feel uneasy .. It was a short movie and finished at 2100 .. I did enjoyed myself well as it's the first time i went movie with TERRY alone .. He then sent me home by taking mrt train (1st time too) then bus (actually wanna walk back home but bus came) .. I'm home at about 2200 , so while waiting for him to get home , i had my dinner .. Porridge with vegetables , sweet corn soup and lastly my favourite fruit , durian .. *winks* Chat all the way in msn with him when he reached home .. It was all the way so sweet as we talked about where should we go for holiday till he suddenly got into the topic of relationship again .. Whenever this topic popped out , both of us sure unhappy and only get sadness .. He then logged out and sending smses saying that i hurt him alot and saying that i'm the second girl who makes him cried .. Ask me don't call or send any messages to him .. He's selfish .. He just shut me out like this .. No one had ever did this to me before .. I feel hurt .. Very painful in my heart .. At 0100 , he sms me say he don't want cry in front of Nancy (i guess he must be at her pub and maybe he'll ask that malaysian lady down to accompany him as he's feeling down) .. I'm depressed , life is so bored for me .. Thought tonight he won't go down as just now we still happily chatting on msn but in the end he still did , so disappointed .. Really don't , can't and won't ever understand why people always drink when feeling down especially men .. Although me , myself is a night owl but i don't ask people or go out myself just to drink and TERRY do you know , how i wish you won't always go out drink and got back home at such late hours .. DO YOU KNOW ? WHAT I CAN SAY IS NO YOU WON'T , YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND ME AT ALL .. You , yourself don't know my feelings also and i wanna say that , you're bold .. You're the first person who dare to talk back .. Feeling : fed up , moody , confused and useless .. WHAT THE FUCK !!! I HAD ENOUGH .. RELATIONSHIP AND MAN JUST SUX !!!
Memories kept in Princess* ™ at 8:11 AM
