Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Being wonder woman , mutitasker !
Today i'm alone at work .. My partner , colleague Hamid , is on mc .. Got to do all the stuffs at work alone .. Example : check the goods which came in , tally everything make sure nothing goes wrong , key in all the item code in our stupid system in the computer ( called LWMS , which also known as receiving ) , go and find where's the goods in location ( whereby some don't even have the location as my colleague didn't do his job well ) , pick those goods which need to ship out by the end of the day , got to do all the outgoing cargo as well ( known as paper work / the invoices ) , daily data entry etc .. I'm like just a wonder woman with many many hands on me , some more got to run from places to places just to do all those stuffs mention above like a crazy woman .. F*** what is that man .. I know now we're short of staff .. But why can't they just spend a bit more money on employing a few more .. Bosses are all the same .. Heartless .. They just only know how to cut costs , didn't even know this will cause our life away .. Working all the way without having enough rest or can't even breath at work will make all of us DIE ESPECIALLY ME ! F*** F*** F*** I'm really really really frustrated with the managment .. Anyway today my whole day in the office was like shit .. Rushing here and there for the whole day .. Vomited again in the evening time , don't even know what really went wrong in me , my body .. My body system is getting weaker and weaker day by day .. Really hope 1 day i'll just pass out and die .. Like that people will then come and appreciated me .. Anyway .. Think 1 day i got to find my manager , Felicia out to have a talk .. I really can't take this type of lifestyle anymore .. I'm going insane .. * ARG !!! * Think i got to stop saying out my work stuff here if not i really going collasped or maybe i'll might just end up in woodbridge mental hospital ..
Ok , now is to talk about me and my dearie ..
Recently me and my dearie dear got alot alot alotof problems .. I don't really know if things are coming out from him or me .. But we just can't stay as good together as in the past .. I know LOVE WILL START TO HAVE PROBLEMS WHEN WE'E AT A CERTAIN POINT OF TIME IN LIFE / PATH .. BUT I JUST COULDN'T LIVE WITH IT .. I'M REALLY HAVING LOTS OF MY WORK LOAD NOWADYAS AND NOW MY LOVE LIFE ALSO GOT PROBLEM .. I GOT NO ONE TO TURN TO .. Been crying out while i'm sleeping at night but nobody , not even a single soul know / feel how bad i'm inside of me .. NOBODY REALLY COULD UNDERSTAND ME RIGHT TO THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART .. DEAR I KNOW I'M YOUR FIRST LOVE AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING WITH IT TO YOU BUT DEEP DOWN IN ME .. WHAT I WANT FROM YOU IS MORE OF YOUR CONCERN , CARE , TRUST AND MOST IMPORTANT IS YOUR LOVE .. I know i've been saying lots of thing hurting you badly in these few days but i really don't know what i should do anymore .. In life , what we need is friends .. As there's this saying ' all of us need friends when we're outside ( in chinese version ) I don't know how to guide you along by living with me .. I really don't know .. I'm totally flat out .. No more energy anymore .. I hope you can or will get along well with me if you want to stay by my side if not then we got to part .. DEAR I REALLY LOVE YOU BUT YOU NEED TO UNDERSTAND ME WELL ENOUGH IN THE FIRST PLACE .. ** Got to stop here .. End of today .. Enough .. Let me off , i really can't take it anymore ** * ARG !!! *
Memories kept in Princess* ™ at 8:16 AM
